I have been thinking about death for a month and i have thought a lot of things.
When i was five years ago, i got that my parents will die. When i was seven years old, I got i will die. At that time, i don't understand why people can live so happily without worrying about death. This is incredible. I will leave my relatives, i will leave myself.
But after time goes by, I find i didn't always be worry about love but i don't know why. Maybe it's because of the happiness of life. Maybe it's because of being tired of worrying about death. I don't know.
And now i start to think about death again. What i will feel when i am died. No one will tell us. So the only thing for me to do is to guess. I guess and guess, and find death is so terrible. I guess when i die i won't feel anything. I won't feel my parents, my body and my emotion. The most terrible thing is that i won't feel the existence of mine. I don't know i have lived, and i even can't think about if i know i have lived. I can't feel myself. This is I am afraid of now. I try to understand what kind of feeling is that lost the existence of myself and I figure out it. It just like a long sleeping without a dream. I will feel comfortable just like sleeping. I feel good when i think about it.
But in fact, death is not hunt for someone die. It's for someone do not die. Only someone live will feel the pain of death. When i was born, everyone is laughing except me. When i was die, everyone in crying except me. Death is interesting. Maybe it's not time to worry about my death. When my life is gone, i won't feel pain. But when the people's life who i know is gone, what i will feel. When i was gone, what will others feel.
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Monday, April 4, 2011
talk against me begind my back
There is something very funny in the story that happen to me, can you find it?
One day, my classmate came into my dormitory and said," Hey man, do you know that stupid girl talked against me behind my back. She is so stupid."
My roommate and I laughed.
One day, my classmate came into my dormitory and said," Hey man, do you know that stupid girl talked against me behind my back. She is so stupid."
My roommate and I laughed.
take a shower
When I was almost 5 years old, something funny and incredible happened in the bathroom.
At that time, I was taking a shower with my father. In our bathroom, there was a stool for relax. On the other hand, there was also a body wash with press-on opening. Then I regarded body wash as the stool and sat on it.
"Oh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!"
After that, I got out the bath room with pain.
At night, I farted, with soap-bubble and perfume of body wash.
At that time, I was taking a shower with my father. In our bathroom, there was a stool for relax. On the other hand, there was also a body wash with press-on opening. Then I regarded body wash as the stool and sat on it.
"Oh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!"
After that, I got out the bath room with pain.
At night, I farted, with soap-bubble and perfume of body wash.
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Wheedle Money Back
Tom is my roommate of junior high school and he is a very humourous person who always makes me laugh.
One morning, Tom went to Jason's residence quickly after school. He put a note on Peter's desk. Peter is a roommate of Jason's. Then, Peter came back to the residence, noticed the note, and read it.
"Oh, my dear Peter, I will leave this school today. Something bad happened on my family so I must leave this city. I will miss you."
Peter ran to our residence. Tom was packing his luggage when Peter broke into our residence, and the other roommate didn't say anything.
"What's the matter? Is it true? Are you serious?"I sighed, shrugged my shoulder, and shooked my head. Another roommate who was called Walton walked out alone. John, he was just standing on the verandah and looking at the sky.
Peter didn't want to ask anymore. He came back and tell this news to his roommate include Jason.
After a while, Tom came to their residence and the other roommates followed him. He said:"My friends, I'm so sorry that I will leave school today, maybe I won't meet you again." Then a little tear came out from his eyes.
Then Peter talk a lot with Tom and embraced him. Then a lot of classmates said goodbye to him. The other roommate of Tom stayed at residence for a second, but went out quickly. Then there was noise outside the residence.
At the end, Tom said to Jason:"Oh, Jason. I will miss you, but you know, I don't have enough money to go back home by taxi. Can you lent me one hundred RMB?"
Jason promised him, and gave one hundred RMB.
Then Tom laughed:"ha ha ha ha! I got money!"and run back to our residence together. And locked the door.
What happened? Yes! we wheedled money back money, but why?
The last day, Tom asked Jason to return money but Jason didn't want to. He said he wanted to buy basketball shoes so that he can't pay for it. He got the roommate of mine angry. We discussed together about how to get the money back and then give a show like that the next day.
There are a lot of things interesting that we didn't imagine before.
When Peter came to our residence, Walton and John stayed outside because they couldn't keep back laughing anymore, but it made the atmosphere sadly on the contrary. And we got out of Jason's residence and made noise's reason is the same with that of John stayed outside's.
The most interesting thing is that a little tear came out from Tom's eyes' . It's because Tom wanted to laugh but he must control it. He tried his best to control it and then, a little tears came out.
After that, Jason didn't say anything because It's his mistake actually, so this thing ended peacefully.
One morning, Tom went to Jason's residence quickly after school. He put a note on Peter's desk. Peter is a roommate of Jason's. Then, Peter came back to the residence, noticed the note, and read it.
"Oh, my dear Peter, I will leave this school today. Something bad happened on my family so I must leave this city. I will miss you."
Peter ran to our residence. Tom was packing his luggage when Peter broke into our residence, and the other roommate didn't say anything.
"What's the matter? Is it true? Are you serious?"I sighed, shrugged my shoulder, and shooked my head. Another roommate who was called Walton walked out alone. John, he was just standing on the verandah and looking at the sky.
Peter didn't want to ask anymore. He came back and tell this news to his roommate include Jason.
After a while, Tom came to their residence and the other roommates followed him. He said:"My friends, I'm so sorry that I will leave school today, maybe I won't meet you again." Then a little tear came out from his eyes.
Then Peter talk a lot with Tom and embraced him. Then a lot of classmates said goodbye to him. The other roommate of Tom stayed at residence for a second, but went out quickly. Then there was noise outside the residence.
At the end, Tom said to Jason:"Oh, Jason. I will miss you, but you know, I don't have enough money to go back home by taxi. Can you lent me one hundred RMB?"
Jason promised him, and gave one hundred RMB.
Then Tom laughed:"ha ha ha ha! I got money!"and run back to our residence together. And locked the door.
What happened? Yes! we wheedled money back money, but why?
The last day, Tom asked Jason to return money but Jason didn't want to. He said he wanted to buy basketball shoes so that he can't pay for it. He got the roommate of mine angry. We discussed together about how to get the money back and then give a show like that the next day.
There are a lot of things interesting that we didn't imagine before.
When Peter came to our residence, Walton and John stayed outside because they couldn't keep back laughing anymore, but it made the atmosphere sadly on the contrary. And we got out of Jason's residence and made noise's reason is the same with that of John stayed outside's.
The most interesting thing is that a little tear came out from Tom's eyes' . It's because Tom wanted to laugh but he must control it. He tried his best to control it and then, a little tears came out.
After that, Jason didn't say anything because It's his mistake actually, so this thing ended peacefully.
My Mathematics Teacher
I'm afraid of my mathematics teacher at first
He is an old man who looks almost fifty-five years old with a serious face. He is prestigious in my school. During the first semester of his class, I was hit by him almost 5 times. It's a bad dream of my junior high school's life.I'm good at Math and love it so much. I had confidence in Math at the beginning of junior high school, but he warned me:"Maybe you are proud of planting a flag at the top of a small hill, But this is because you have never been to a tower mountain." I was not convinced by him. I still believed I can do well in Math so I must prove to him that I can also plant a flag on a mountain, on a Himalayan Mountain! I did it, I got #1 in final exam. At the Awards ceremony of Good Student, my teacher awarded the prize to me and said:"Next time, you should plant flag on the moon."
I did't hate him anymore even if he hit me, he shoutted to me, or he criticized me. I couldn't got such power to learn Math without him. I appreciate him so much that I can never forget.
When I got to high school, I missed junior school's life, my teacher, my classmates, my desk, my chair, especially my Mathematics teacher.
One day, I went back to junior school with my classmate after I had been away from junior school one year. I couldn't believe my eyes! He got older so much.just like a 65-years-old man.I felt blue. My mathematic teacher works so hard. His red eyes, his deep wrinkles, his polished white hair broke my heart. The only thing that didn't change was his serious face.I embraced him.Maybe because of meeting him everyday when he taught me, I didn't notice his getting old. Now I have been away from him for one year, so I realize it.
"Why do you work so hard,sir? You looks getting ten years older, just like a man who is sixty-five." I told to the teacher.
He stared at me for a while, and then laughed. "I'm just fifty-five now, boy!"
I swallowed, swallowed the tear getting out into my heart. I found the tear be acidic, I felt my heart is soaking in a lemonade. I felt so sad!
I didn't cry. I laughed. I wanted to prove that I'm perfect, from past to present. How can I cry?
I said good-bye to the teacher and left out school. It's dark outside. I walked on the path to my home. The orange light from the street lamp covered ground. It's eternal and powerful, illuminating the path I walk on, the direction I walk to.
He is an old man who looks almost fifty-five years old with a serious face. He is prestigious in my school. During the first semester of his class, I was hit by him almost 5 times. It's a bad dream of my junior high school's life.I'm good at Math and love it so much. I had confidence in Math at the beginning of junior high school, but he warned me:"Maybe you are proud of planting a flag at the top of a small hill, But this is because you have never been to a tower mountain." I was not convinced by him. I still believed I can do well in Math so I must prove to him that I can also plant a flag on a mountain, on a Himalayan Mountain! I did it, I got #1 in final exam. At the Awards ceremony of Good Student, my teacher awarded the prize to me and said:"Next time, you should plant flag on the moon."
I did't hate him anymore even if he hit me, he shoutted to me, or he criticized me. I couldn't got such power to learn Math without him. I appreciate him so much that I can never forget.
When I got to high school, I missed junior school's life, my teacher, my classmates, my desk, my chair, especially my Mathematics teacher.
One day, I went back to junior school with my classmate after I had been away from junior school one year. I couldn't believe my eyes! He got older so much.just like a 65-years-old man.I felt blue. My mathematic teacher works so hard. His red eyes, his deep wrinkles, his polished white hair broke my heart. The only thing that didn't change was his serious face.I embraced him.Maybe because of meeting him everyday when he taught me, I didn't notice his getting old. Now I have been away from him for one year, so I realize it.
"Why do you work so hard,sir? You looks getting ten years older, just like a man who is sixty-five." I told to the teacher.
He stared at me for a while, and then laughed. "I'm just fifty-five now, boy!"
I swallowed, swallowed the tear getting out into my heart. I found the tear be acidic, I felt my heart is soaking in a lemonade. I felt so sad!
I didn't cry. I laughed. I wanted to prove that I'm perfect, from past to present. How can I cry?
I said good-bye to the teacher and left out school. It's dark outside. I walked on the path to my home. The orange light from the street lamp covered ground. It's eternal and powerful, illuminating the path I walk on, the direction I walk to.
Sunday, January 23, 2011
I am photographer
I don't have so much hobby. I think I only like watching animation and photographing. Sometime I think photography is more important than paint.Because photographing is to record the real world,to find the beauty we doesn't notice normally. Have you noticed the flying sand like wave during the far jump?
Have you noticed the snow on the flag?
Have you noticed the grean plant on the bridge?
There are a lot of beauty we ignored. On the torn, in the corner, under the river, there are lots waiting for us.But painting is to create a untruthfulness world. photographing is to find a true world.
If I find it,I will be very proud of it.Because I make a flash to be forever!
Have you noticed the snow on the flag?
Have you noticed the grean plant on the bridge?
There are a lot of beauty we ignored. On the torn, in the corner, under the river, there are lots waiting for us.But painting is to create a untruthfulness world. photographing is to find a true world.
If I find it,I will be very proud of it.Because I make a flash to be forever!
I am son
I have been here for three weeks. As a son of my parents, I an do nothing. They must worry about me right now. Sometime I want to say sorry to them. I always do something wrong and make them worry and disappoint. They spent money on me learning in Canada.
What is son? Only a boy? Or a man always make his parents worried? No, I don't want to be a son like this. Almost all things we have is from our parent, our life, our food, our money, our dream, our everything.But i have never thought out what I do for my parents.
Sometime I think, at Canada,It's impossible to do a lot for my parents, But not nothing. At least, I can live well, learn well to make my parents not worry.I believe I can do it as a son.
What is son? Only a boy? Or a man always make his parents worried? No, I don't want to be a son like this. Almost all things we have is from our parent, our life, our food, our money, our dream, our everything.But i have never thought out what I do for my parents.
Sometime I think, at Canada,It's impossible to do a lot for my parents, But not nothing. At least, I can live well, learn well to make my parents not worry.I believe I can do it as a son.
Saturday, January 22, 2011
I am Usopp
Usopp is an actor in one piece.In the group of Luffy's,he is the ugliest, the weakest,the most cowardice member. He is always afraid of enemies. But at that time, when luffy's dream that to get one piece was laughed by enemies, he stop running away, he tern his head. He face to his enemies bravely with trembling leg,fight with the enemy.
This is Ussop, a man face to his enemy with trembling leg. It sounds interesting, but it's not such a simple thing. Face to a enemy who is stronger than you. Can you not be afraid? can you not running away? Can you fight with enemy with trembling leg?
This is the process he fightted with enemy at the last picture. at the last picture, Ussop said:A man, have fighting cannot be escaped, at friend's dream was laughed at!
This is real friend!Ussop is not cowardly. The man who can face to his enemy for his friend with trembling leg is a brave!!
I want to be a man just like Ussop. Face to difficulty, face to enemy for my family, my friend, my lover……Bravely
This is Ussop, a man face to his enemy with trembling leg. It sounds interesting, but it's not such a simple thing. Face to a enemy who is stronger than you. Can you not be afraid? can you not running away? Can you fight with enemy with trembling leg?
This is the process he fightted with enemy at the last picture. at the last picture, Ussop said:A man, have fighting cannot be escaped, at friend's dream was laughed at!
This is real friend!Ussop is not cowardly. The man who can face to his enemy for his friend with trembling leg is a brave!!
I want to be a man just like Ussop. Face to difficulty, face to enemy for my family, my friend, my lover……Bravely
I am fool man
One piece now is the most popular animation in Japan, and a lot of children in the world watch it every day. Why it is so popular? Because of protagonist's foolish. His dream is to get ONE PIECE. But he never make a plan of it, he never be afraid of anyone. He never care about himself. He do his best to do everything, like a foolish man. But we like him so much. Here is such a popular movie called Forrest Gump. The protagonist got success and happiness in the end because his foolish. No, this is power, the power to get the success. I want to bu such like this. To be fool and go to my target without any thinking. I can walk on my road straightly.
Thursday, January 20, 2011
I am author of my life
To be an author of my life,not spectator." This is my blog's title which comes from dialogue of an animation called Gintama. Animation is always regarded as only an entertainment for children. But I don't think so. we also can learn a lot from animation.
This dialogue is from protagonist called Gintoki. He was hired to protect a girl who can predict the future. But she said it's useless. Because she saw the future that she was caught and be killed. She feel boring and helpless for her future. She think nothing can be changed except the the story of animation that she never predict correctly. At that time, Gintoki said:Life is just like the story of animation, we can only be the spectator. But to the life of yourself, you can be the author.
That's my title of blog. Almost everyone have thought that they are so unlucky, they didn't succeed because of furniture. But I know it's wrong now. Nobody expect myself can change my life. I always fight with myself. I should not complain about my bad furniture. Furniture is always controlled by me!
This dialogue is from protagonist called Gintoki. He was hired to protect a girl who can predict the future. But she said it's useless. Because she saw the future that she was caught and be killed. She feel boring and helpless for her future. She think nothing can be changed except the the story of animation that she never predict correctly. At that time, Gintoki said:Life is just like the story of animation, we can only be the spectator. But to the life of yourself, you can be the author.
That's my title of blog. Almost everyone have thought that they are so unlucky, they didn't succeed because of furniture. But I know it's wrong now. Nobody expect myself can change my life. I always fight with myself. I should not complain about my bad furniture. Furniture is always controlled by me!
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Such a interesting math question
Three man went to the hotel but they didn't realize each other. the boss of hotel told them there is only one room can include three man. So they paid 30 dollar to get this room and each of them paid 10 dollars. Some minutes later, the boss give back 5 dollars to them to show his apologizing. he called waiter to help him give back to them. the waiter take 2 dollars and give back only 3 dollars.At that time ,each of three man get 1 dollar and it's equal to everyone paid 9 dollars. Three paid 27 dollars and add waiter's 2 dollar it's only 29 dollars. Why?
Friday, January 14, 2011
I am alive
1.I want to travel around the world and take all place's picture.
2.I want to make my parents feel happiness when they get old.
3.I want to fly my plane in the sky.
4.I want to watch the end of one piece.
5.I want to live by beach with my family.
6.I want to be successful.
2.I want to make my parents feel happiness when they get old.
3.I want to fly my plane in the sky.
4.I want to watch the end of one piece.
5.I want to live by beach with my family.
6.I want to be successful.
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